My Dog Is Sick

My dog is sick. Her name is feefee and she's a shitzu. Apparently, something is wrong with her spine. She can't run, it's hard for her to walk and it's hard for her to get comfortable. She's forced to stay in a cage all day until her spine gets better. She was also given a lot of pills. Usually I would feel bad for a dog going through pain, but with this dog, I really don't care. She's so spoiled, and now she's getting spoiled even more because she's sick. I know she's a dog, but it's ridiculous. I hate that. And I know she hates me because everytime I walk into a room, she follows me and starts barking at me viciously. It's like she's protecting my siblings from me as if I'm dangerous. Everytime we make eye contact she has a look in her eyes like a wolf about to attack.This has been going on for 6 years. Even after I finish playing with her and feeding her, she would still bark at me like she's wants to kill me. She's so annoying. This happens in the morning when I'm waking up and at night. Sometimes she even bites me. She doesn't or hasn't bitten anyone else from what I know of. When we first got her, she used to bite me to the point where I would start bleeding. Scars would be there for weeks. I usually love dogs. But this dog, I truly hate with a passion. She's so unappreciative and sees me as an enemy. And I'm the one who picked her out at the shelter...smh. I can't wait until it's her time to die.That means no more noise, no more picking up poop, no more wee wee pads, no more smell of dog food, no more throw up on the carpet, and no more walks.. Life would be good again.