Today was the first day that I went to the gym. I've never felt so much pain in a long time. I was struggling to do everything. I mean that was the reason that I was at the gym. I need and want to become stronger. But my god, I know it's difficult, but I was doing the easiest things and was still struggling. After lifting weights I couldn't even put my arms straight. I still can't put my arms straight this very moment. And today was just arms and chest day. Tomorrow is leg day... I was told that hurts even more. I might not be able to walk after tomorrow. I always knew that I was weak and skinny. But after seeing what other people can do, and seeing what I can do, I have to make a change. People have been making jokes for too long about me being skinny. Hopefully it'll all be worth it when I look even better then I do now in multiple months. And I look pretty good now so... I'm gonna be just gorgeous. The only thing bad about trying to work out, is that I have to watch what I eat. And I love to eat so this might be a problem. But it's whatever, I'm looking forward to feeling the pain tomorrow.. I guess
I was an athlete in college. I think my trainer was having a bad time with relationships because our workout on St. Valentine's Day was title the Valentine's Day Massacre. I completely understand the pain of the gym.
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